This post is really personal and not like the other posts I normally write. I’ve thought a lot about whether I should write this but I’m a strong believer in “honesty is the best policy” and I feel like a lot of people will have had similar experiences.
Me and my boyfriend have broken up. This may seem very teenage girl like and slightly pathetic but my relationship was pretty serious, at least to me. We were together for almost two years and he was my first love. And I was madly in love with him. But we had different ways of thinking, different priorities and we couldn’t keep the relationship going.
My heart is broken.
We were long distance for only two months but the change of lifestyle, him starting uni and me moving to Blackpool really tested us. It would be easy for me to use this post to list his flaws and vent about what annoyed me but he could do exactly the same about me and all in all we had a good relationship. I have a lot of happy memories with him.
The hardest thing about breaking up is losing my best friend. We started arguing more often but we still texted every night and I told him everything. He was always there for me and I tried, and hope, I was always there for him. I’m well aware that at 19 years old I’m too young to think about forever. But with him I did. I honestly thought we were going to last and I was going to marry him and have a life with him.
It just wasn’t meant to be. Maybe our paths will cross again in life, and I hope they do. I have no idea if he will read this or not and I don’t even know his feelings on the situation. I hope he thinks of me sometimes, but I honestly hope he’s happy and and lives the life he always talked about with a girl who loves him and he loves back.
Feel free to talk to me if you’ve had any similar experiences or are going through a break up and need someone to talk to.